Braintax:   I’m stood waiting, waiting for this girl to appear   It’s been 40 minutes and I’m still here   The last train’s due and that’s just like you   I’m in the station - hard, concrete fridge   By this pieced-up bridge   She’s always f#@*^n’ late and doesn’t even see the pisstake   Been 2 years and I’m still living in my first mistake   I’m standing here with a stray frost bitin’   And December air stinging my nose   My grip tightens on my stone hands   See, I know she isn’t with another man   She just takes her time because she really doesn’t give a damn   And when she’s finally here she’s all smiling   No apology, I could have been chillin on my island      But how am I ? You don’t know cos you don’t even care to ask   Arrogant, assuming that I’m happy and we’re gonna last   And fail to see the way you mess with my head   I feel to dis you - call out my ex’s name in bed   Now, defeat you or attack you ? Do neither I play statue   For every wise response, a sly remark, I can’t match you   Cos logic’s out the widow and reason’s out the door   I’m looking hard at it like tracks by Main Source   Of course I’m vexed, you say I want you for [what !?]   We’re going nowhere, moving round in circles, jogging on the spot   It’s all so familiar now but back then   You were bringing up things I said way back when…   Flashing all the right smiles trying to twist my friends   Why is the way you act so irrational ?   It’s like talking to a brick wall about the price of cement   Demented ways of acting that defy all sense   Not your time of the month it’s just your time to waste time   Letting off steam, breaking shit, trying to rip my rhymes   …Put the pad down slowly please take a step back   and don’t even think about going for the multi-track…   You got a temper like Flashman, bully-styles late night   My mum and dad are in the next room, stay quiet   You give me more shit than teachers did   You need to smoke some of this and calm down quick   Arguing’s an option but there’s got to be a reason   And by the way, I don’t respond to blackmail either   See I’m a true believer in some self-respect   And I’m about to call your bluff if you’re threatenin’ to jet   I can’t stand slanging matches, I retreat into my shell   Only cos you won’t listen while you’re giving me hell   I’d like to call an analyst or just record the conversation   Just to make you listen to it and point out the contradictions   I’m tired of listenin’, you can’t believe I’m faithful   You’re pissed off cos I’m not eternally grateful   You’re the funny type, then again, similar to many of my friends   Same shit, different girl, time and again   The same hassles, the same game and the same end   The same blend, the best ever when it’s time for bends   A firework, ready for war with me   But I’m just tryin’ to write a rhyme right now and drink my tea   Why you startin’ on me ?   See, I was thinking we were team-mates   And don’t be tryin’ to tell me that it’s over cos you’re too late……..      I’m not psychic   I’m not a sidekick