close your eyes and count to ten   just to mask how many times   i will let you down   just dont talk to me   i said that i was sorry   i'm not the one you want      cant you see im dying now   i'm trying to rest here   let me be the failure i've become   this paper is my deathbed   this pen will be my tears now   just keep on counting till i lose my breath      close your eyes and count to ten   just to mask how many times   i will let you down      close your eyes and count to ten   just to mask how many times   i will let you down