I am becoming aware now   Of what they've done to me   I've got your ordinary disease      Tomorrow comes and nothing has changed   Yesterday was a perfect reflection of today      Do you remember your dreams?   Did they ever look like this?      I wish I could be there   As you prepare another blank stare   Not willing to admit   You've already become all you could have been      There was a time   When you refused to follow   Before you learned the beauty of shame   Before you left me behind   To drown in the afterglow      Somewhere along the line   Between when I said goodbye   And when I realised   I couldn't remember the colour of your eyes   I lost the ability to truly shine      I tried to smile for you      I really did