I tried the honesty routine, now my life is clean of all the ones that didn't mean nothing more than. Just a thought I had in mind, from all this wasted time. When all this waiting seems like a crime. How come we want some things that are too hard to get with true feelings? Satisfaction through attraction doesn't compare to the real thing when it's all a game. Another weekend was a blast, too bad it had to end so fast. I'm back to normal life. Nine to five for me has changed to waking up late. My day is gone I can just hope for a better tomorrow. Endless phone calls answers no one. Work has killed my best friends. One closed window to be open. Someday soon I hope I'll be here to enjoy the rest.