Turned my back on refuge denied    Slowly attracting a fatal mistake    Burned my last bridge, knife in my side    A dream from which I will never awake       I fall deeper into the wishing well    Ignoring the one I choose to defy    Realizing the lack of a solid ground    The killer upon I wish to rely       Lack of perfection continuously damning    Echoing reminder of lost self existence    Rivaling emotions stealing my attention    Fighting off death's annoying persistence       Submitting to tears flooding my lungs    Watching as gun shots seal my own fate    Factor of lost love one last time dismissed    Hard wired attraction painfully late