Happiness is hard to find   Everyone else has it I guess I'm blind   NO all I see is utter lies   Shake my head and close my eyes   But I cant escape and I question myself why?   Call it negativity - it's reality   You've got eyes look and you'll see   Envisioning life through my eyes   I'm so fed up I wish that I was blind.   It's coming back it's oh so clear   I used to feel sorrow now I don't care   Depression, anger, hate, ignite   It detonates and I feel all right   You all feed the fire   I'll sit and watch it burn   Oh.   I wish that I was blind   Fed up   I'm fed up and I wish that I was blind