Here I sit and wait throughout my days   Waiting for something, for my spirit to ascend    It's not that I so badly want to die   But at these times i struggle for desire to live      Each day it grows worse than the last   Function divorced from my body   As Saturn's Shadow falls across my soul   I'm powerless, until it's passed      And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way   Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light   And I'm dreaming forever of the day   Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way   (Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow)      Webs invisible bind my spirit   In bondage to a force unseen   Like a candle, this gift my life   It burns away, it burns away      Until night's end sleep will not come to me   Then come restless, fitful dreams   Eternal slumber calls me to her arms   After I'm dead, will I still dream?      Sometimes I dream that I'm alive   Under the stars, under the sky   Then I awaken paralyzed to another day I cannot face   And I'm trying, I'm trying to find a way   Out of the blackness of this tunnel at the end of the light   And I'm dreaming forever of the day   Dreaming of a time when life won't be this way   (Under Saturn's Shadow I am falling, Under Saturn's Shadow)