what have you done?   you followed footsteps in the dark   and found your faith   left out behind your father’s car      you said, “there’s no one watching over me or over you, it’s always out of reach...”   I'm sinking still right into:      oh my god where are we now?   fractured lives dissolving   like sugar in the sacrament      if it was just one night   then we would be released   tie these lies between our teeth   keep tearing open bodies   "let it bleed"   tonight      where have you gone?   off with the friends you couldn’t keep   your mother’s arms   fill up with all the empty needs   so the saint line up to bring her in,   comfort her and it’s always comforting   when they start to sing,   the same old:      “holy, holy, lift up your dress   feel your body dissolving   like sugar in the sacrament”      "if it was just one night   then you could be redeemed   tie these sins between your teeth   make hollow promises we’ll never keep   tonight."      this is all we’ve ever known of God.   fight with me let me touch you now.