I close my eyes and count to ten   To find somewhere more familiar   Id risk myself out on a limb   What makes you strong doesn’t kill ya       They say your damned if you don’t   But if you don’t you are damned   Well I know it’s hardest this thing just got started   But I’m doing the best that I can       I dig myself under the wire   Just to avoid the paranoia   The breath of life punctured my lungs   Then crows ‘don’t say I didn’t warn ya       They say your damned if you don’t   But if you don’t you are damned   Well I know it’s hardest this thing just got started   But I’m doing the best that I can       If your shadow boxing in search of the truth   A chilly reception is waiting for you   Desire is blind   But it sure puts a beat in your stride   Caught in the moment like wolves in the trap   Steel jaws descending there’s no looking back   And if you protest they will shoot you down dead   So never look back or ask why (Don’t ask why)       I’d like to sip champagne on ice   Admire the flora and fauna   But I’ve got my balls here in a vice   So watch what you say   Cause it’ll haunt ya       They say your damned if you don’t   But if you don’t you are damned   Well I know it’s hardest this thing just got started   But I’m doing the best that I can       Doing I’m doing I’m doing all the best that