I've been in denial   I've been hiding like a kid   I try to list your imperfections   Shift the blame for what I did   I don't trust my excuses   They're just how I've learnt to live   Knowing I destroyed the shelter of our love      I can say I'm ready to learn   I've been chasing the answers   But I don't have enough to keep up with your pace      You're miles ahead of me   In knowledge and love   Miles ahead of me   In courage and faith   Miles ahead of me   In truth and intent   Miles ahead of me   In kindness and strength   You're miles ahead of me      It wasn't my intention   That I used your precious time   You opened up your life   But i was holding on to mine   Returned your honest certainty   With panic and retreat   The fear defeats me everytime we speak      But I'm ready to learn   I've been chasing the answers   Still I don't have enough to keep up with your pace      You're miles ahead of me   In knowledge and love   Miles ahead of me   In courage and faith   Miles ahead of me   In truth and intent   Miles ahead of me   In kindness and strength      How could anyone be so obsessed with freedom   I somehow still expected you to stay      But I'm ready to learn   I've been chasing the answers   Still I don't have enough to keep up with your pace      You're miles ahead of me