It's hard enough to pretend    That this quasi-cosmetic    Relationship's immune system is automatic    I've been so tragically fooled    Into believing that time is healing our wounds    While the remedy is looking at me looking at you       Pictures won't get me though this    Phone calls only make things worse    Permanent rescue from excuses better left unsaid    You hide your heart behind the thought of each sentence    Pictures won't get me through this    Phone calls only make things worse    You try to make it easier    But it won't stop me       What did you say    When it was already too late    What did you say    It's not what you think    What did you say when you try to speak    You suffocate       This conversation always ends in a hole    An apology is ended before it's begun    Your words hung by an umbilical cord    At any given second this womb could explode       What did you say    When it was already too late    What did you say    It's not what you think    What did you say when you try to speak    You suffocate       This is the love you say you want    This is the love you still don't know    This is the love you say you want    This is the love that leaves your heart broken