you say, "it's so important."   and, "one day, you will find it."   and you pray for me   don't you prey on me.   (once i was afraid)      redefine vocation,   take out the religion.      for all you know, i'm no good.   i am not right, no good intentions here.   you fill my head with shit again   and why do i pollute my body?      i don't need correction   i don't need your redirection.      i am afraid i may lose this which you speak of.   i can't define this success; i merely possess in your eyes.      don't you prey on me, i will lose track of you, anyway.   don't you prey on me, hindsight steers me clear of you these days.      and where do we go now?   you don't know what this future entails.