Am I alive?   Feels like dying   Down, down   Fists are striking me   It gets so dark    Or are my eyes blinded?   Down, down   Boots are kicking me   The coward, the sinner, the thief   The liar, the misfit, the creep    I'm running out of   Steps to walk   Of air to breathe   And words to talk   I'm running out of   Noise to make   Of jokes to tell   And hearts to break      For days burned and frozen lies   The years that passed me by   The child in me just died   The scars in me will never heal   An overdose of nothingness   My visions are for sale   I'm selling out      I am alive   But always falling   Down, down   I hear voices calling me   The coward, the sinner, the thief   I am alive   Kind of wasted   Down, down   Hands are reaching me   The coward, the sinner, the thief   The liar, the misfit, the creep      I'm running out of   Dreams to dream   Of tears to spend   And screams to scream   I'm running out of life again   Smothering...   Turning into dust