I've lived with this longing for over a year   She's always with me, she's always there   My first thought on waking, last before sleeping   And I just can't see I'll ever be free of her   And I just can't see myself ever thinking it's not   A waste we're apart      How I wish she couldn't live without me   The way that she now can   And the way I can't give up hope completely   What does she make of that?   I guess it must try   I guess it must try   Her patience so   But I hope that as well   She understands how   How I can't let go      And there are still times, still times when I   Think that she only will save me   And I know that's hardly a fair thing to think   I know how unfair that is of me   Of me, of me      I want to be happy again   Something that she made me   I want to be happy again   And I'm so afraid I never will be      I found and I lost the one   I found and I lost the one   I found and I lost the one      I've lived with this longing for over a year   She's always with me, she's always there   My first thought on waking, the last before sleeping   And I just can't see I'll ever be free of her