I must've been blind    I missed all the signs    The hints and the clues you gave me then       You think it's a game    Where no one's to blame    And you can decide to save me now       When everything's touch and go    And you push that buttons that make me slow til I stop    The pain I can understand    But I can't know everything if everything is suffering       And I don't know what you had in mind    Is this your ideal waste of time?    I don't know what you're here to find    It's not much but it's still mine       It must be the end    You told all your friends    Your very own version of things then       Don't like to complain    You're not even sane    And that's being kind and flattering       Now that everything's on the run    And you walk all over me just for fun til you stop    The pain I can understand    But I can't know everything if everything is suffering       And I don't know what you had in mind    Is this your ideal waste of time?    I don't know what you're here to find    It's not much but it's still mine       Maybe I'll try to have my doubts    Maybe I'll live with my withouts    Whatever I lose I'll lose again    What's a little fire in all this flame?       And I don't know what you had in mind    (Is this your ideal waste of time?)    I don't know what you're here to find    Maybe it's not much       I don't know what you had in mind    Is this your ideal waste of time?    I don't know what you're here to find    It's not much but it's still mine       Don't know what you had in mind    Is this your ideal waste of time?    I don't know what you're here to find    I figured it out it's a waste of time    And it's not mine