If only I could trace that light   To ignore the blind   But you don't know so go ahead    And find your sight      I'm out of my mind and now it's time   To count the bodies dead   Last thing you know a place to go    You better check your head      You can never justify, no more reasons to excuse   And you never can deny (all the tricks you try)      I can't understand, what's between you and me   And I feel no shame what I used to be   So I try to hide and deny my thoughts   What I keep inside, I'll never look behind      Hold your head up, bite your tongue   So you dig your grave   Speak your mind or sell your soul   Stand before you fall      I've walked upon the water without    Even getting wet   And there's really not a thing   That I regret      Everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity   Every night I sweat and bleed      I can't understand, what's between you and me   And I feel no shame what I used to be   So I try to hide and deny my thoughts   What I keep inside, I'll never look behind      You can never justify, no more reasons to excuse   And you never can deny      I can't understand, what's between you and me   And I feel no shame what I used to be   So I try to hide and deny my thoughts   What I keep inside, I'll never look behind