I never had a sister  Me and four brothers made up the family  It was high school that I missed her  To tell me what the other girls never saw in me    I got married when I was twenty  More like sister really  And less like a lover  But it didn't last too long  We sang our black swan song  She moved to Florida and I ran for cover    I sometimes had a mother  Seems like she left me too when she left the old man  She'd come back with my baby brother  They tried to hold to something that they never really had    So twice a month at her mobile home manor  Forced to face each other by acourt decree  I learned to love my mother  When I finally figured out that she loved me    I never had a savior  Though I'd pray to beat the devil  Through the lightning and the thunder  A temporary change of behavior  I'd lift my prayer's up to the ceiling  But the cracks would make me wonder    Now I wander through the woods by the river  And make my altar out of earth, stone and wood  There's one thing 'bout a savior  If you ain't lost, a savior can't do you any good  If you ain't lost, a savior can't do you any good    these lyrics are submitted by burkul