My mind between day and night  Good and evil like two sides  Of a coin made of madness  Sometimes dark sometimes bright  Innocence and guilt  Only shades of game I cannot win  Lust and despise  Only pattern no one to blame    My mind as gloom as a cave  As dark as a grave    Strength and weakness  Only schemes not to care,  Killed myself  Long time ago  No one for the guilt  To share  The End of the game  Now it is quite near  I confess the guilt  I', afraid I cannot bear  Death the only border  Left to cross to escape my fate  How many slaughter will there pave  The way to this gate