I welcome you - my spark - come light me!  Start beating now - you heart of mine!  Electrify my humble being  Fall dreaming into this well of life.    For all around these endless whispers  Are there to keep me safe and warm  Embedded in eternal humming  Never again I'll feel so calm    My world is water - it's there to warm me.  Within her darkness no one can harm me.    With this spasms of the world  Sur/pressed into the world  The bitter taste of reddish eyes  In sweat and tears between her thighs    Within this spasms of my soul  My body lost her soothing calm  I heard her distant fainting beat  I took a breath - to start to scream.    My world was water - just there to warm me.  Within her darkness no one could harm me.    Where are you now - you spark - that lit me?  To start this torturing heart of mine?  To click the clock that ticks and tingles  While falling into what they call life.    And how I miss those endless whispers  Surrounding me holding me warm  So deep within perpetual humming -  Never again I've felt so calm.    Sometimes when I await sleep  The memories that lie so deep  Flood up and then I start to cry  When I recall how I started to die.