how come I feel so bad  and still I’m looking for tears?  the sun has been out all week  the weeks they all seem like years  still I would not undo  what I have done, because it’s right    I wish I’d never learned  the things that I know today  but I’ve been touched and I  will never be the same  we’re in a lonely spot  because we are saving our souls    and who says this is    who says this is love?  I say this is pain  we don’t need to go on  fighting shame with shame  and if you hate me now  you don’t know that I’m good  and that I’ve taken on  a lot more than I need      I did the dirty work  and now I’m using the gun  almighty universe!  I know my will will be done  I’m in a lonely spot  because I am saving my soul    and who says this is    so let there be pain  pumping through me  until I think I need to faint  - until I am someone    and who says this is love?  I say this is greed  you say you’re good for me  but you don’t know what I need  and if you hate me now  you don’t know that I’m good  and that I’ve taken on  a lot more than I need    who says this is love?  I say this is pain