Rocked silent in a soft lullaby  panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time  where and when would I see her?  Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth  I stuttered replacing your face to those words  where and when would I kill her?I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this  I wish...to the bitter end of my day  where were you?  So you had your turn and you made it work  now I'm laughing stock of your joke  Crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you  told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life and I'll believe anything, I have no luck with girls    I overheard that you were unhappy too  misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense over and out connecticut  but you had your back turned as you faded away  at the end of my day I found out  you weren't worth what I thought of you    write this down in that diary you abuse  can we make plans can I just get through to you  is this wierd...do I scare her?  I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this  I wish...that you could share the love you shared with others with me    This isn't love so forever let go...forever will it burn  this isn't love there on the backend of forever I iwsh I would never hurt again