I had a mansion and brand new car  Lived life of a rock star  Money filled bags under my bed  Party every night, girls in red  Everything felt good just the right way  Realized what life is when it flew away    Why am I so alone now?   Was it a dream I just saw  Was it just my imagination?   Maybe it's time for retribution    Alone I scream to kill my pain  Wish I could turn back time again  Do what I should have done  I ignored those who loved me  Stranded them when they needed me  Money sucking greed misled me    Why I’m so alone, I know  It wasn’t a dream I saw  My selfishness in every relation  Now it's time for retribution