I drown in pain, writhing, contorting  My face deformed, my life becomes a hollow shell  Meaning is lost, all hope is gone  Crawling through glass on bleeding knees, I beg for death  My tears burning a trail of wounds across my flesh  The crown of nails tormenting my sick mind  The scars I bear remind me of my ruin  Walls I built fall down to dust  Core exposed, fears become alive  They take form, monstrous beings, twisted  Surround me, tear the skin to shreds  Bludgeoning emotions numb  Suicide only way out  And I have no choice but to leave my hope shattered  Forever tore mind in the grace of depression  As I force the blade deep into my ice cold veins  Watching my blood flow deep into lakes of death  And my immortal soul is looking back at my life sand...   What is this life but perpetual torment  I see nothing, I hear nothing  I feel nothing, my life was nothing  And the void is in me  Placid life less free from the chains that bind me to the Earth  Into the black hole my grave  Away, away from the noise  Away, away from the light