I live with her  Blocks from the bay  Terri would end up lying on the couch throughout the day  Asked tier for my money  She blew up in my face  Spent the next half hour on my knees wiping her face  She grows wild I know but  I'm not so sure she's so tortured by the pain  Broken bottles in the vacant pharmacy  Because she was slightly hurt to find her friends so kind to me  Separating Christmas gifts collected by the tree  Halfway through my work I knew there  wouldn't be one for me  She grows wild I know but...  I'm not so sure she's so tortured by the pain  I left a girl out for my belief  What somewhere in her arms could  be my home and my relief  but that pain was hers so I thought  the choice was plain  To head out to another who  embraced me in her pain  (Chorus)