I’ll call you tonight   The words run through my head as I sit by the phone   Waiting   I know when I answer, problems will arise, complaints will be made   If I’m lucky, her tears will bleed through my earpiece, and I’ll wipe them off with my gentle solution   She looks to me      She is so imposing, sometimes it scares me   Many bow down to her like she’s some kind of queen   Others scurry about trying to complete her outrageous demands   Not me   She is evil. She is my friend      She builds her own tracks to hell, then runs her train off the rails trying to get there   I’m always waiting   Waiting to clean up the wreckage      I’ll call you tonight   I know she will   I am her queen   She needs me   I am her heart, her core   The wait is long, it does not bother me      Though sometimes it creeps up on me, like ivy might, up my leg, through my skin   Into my heart   I am not a jealous person, but it will not ease ‘till she calls   Secretly I wish for a tragedy, where I am the hero   And rescue her from the Devils grasp, the bastard’s lies      We shall be one forever, I am not expendable   That is what I tell myself   I am not expendable   I’ll call you tonight   I’ll be waiting