I’m wasting away   lack of motivation is killing me   every hand i shake belongs to an empty face   it sinks its’ teeth into my neck   what happened to my opportunities?   i smoked them all away   like an eel that slides in secret   on these nights when i’m not sleeping   lying, conniving, creeping, and crawling   in faux poetic shit i’m drowning   pills to kill the static   look up and curse the day   company loves misery   words don’t do a thing   they want me dead and i’m giving it to them   i can’t believe i called you someone