Feeling my cries, don't know what to do  wondering where I am  Looking around, still feeling the pain  burning like a fire so red    The thoughts that you share with so many more  still hearing the screams of their laughter  Inside my body, inside my soul  where I thought I was safe until now    Scuffing away as usual always keep in my mind  that the sadness treatment of my self  will end when we say goodbye    At home at night the thoughts will arrive  why me, why me, why nobody else  While searching for another tomorrow  they forcing this man to perdition    Longing for some silence, at least being alone  Longing for some understanding  I can't express my thoughts for these people  I don't think I have any reason    I wonder if I can stand this any longer  I have to take this step, this step to a place  The place deep beneath or the place  high above the clouds