I don't know what happened  But somehow I got lost  They'd showed me all of the pitfalls  The lines I shouldn't cross  But I was young and so unstrung  Living day by day  If you ever feel you don't want me  I'll be out there somewhere far away    How much does it matter  Battles won or lost  When you add up all of your failures  How much does succes cost  You and me fell like Portland rain  Orphans gone astray  If you ever feel you dan't want me  I'll be out there somewhere far away    How vaguely time remembers  How slowly we forget  We all pass through this wilderness  Never know where we'll be sent  I don't know all the reasons  Why you've always held my gaze  If you ever feel you don't want me  I'll be out there somewhere far away