There's a point of no return  Where we never seem to learn  We can't have all we wanted  Oh, you can see it in our eyes  When nerve begins to die there's no use in pretending  And I go to my room, lock the door  And plan my escape  To run away from myself    I've got an anger deep inside  Something I can't hide  I don't know what I'm after  It seems I'm always out of turn  And I guess I'll never learn  Who's to blame or what's the matter  So I go to my room, lock the door  And plan my escape  To run away from myself    It's not the warning that I hear  That makes me disappear  Down that narrow stairway  I don't kmow what I'm looking for  But I know I need it more  Just to know someone is waiting  So I go to my room, lock the door  And plan my escape  And run away from myself