faintly arisen / tenderly torn  dreamlike decision, unconsciously born    firm in conviction yet tempt me they can  deny me of trust and a demon I hide    a drive to be less than the fortunate  a dream in the casket of eden  crave that which you do not desire  cling tightly to your deepest fear    I rose the greatest monument  again and again  I bear the greatest treasure  of time and a word    treson spilt on the loneliest of graves  desperation dealt the losing hand again  wherein lie the purpose of the day?  ës there return in sadness?    does your ceiling differ much from mine  where we see each other  here in this light  is that pillow more than a frame  that holds the chaos fast?  now his hand a fist  gain control    silence fell and eyes now widened  filling up the strength collapsing  capable of the ending froze in the tracks  brought to a bitter halt    on the floor it seems the steps are showing  left a print just like it did in me  what has been and what will be  never care 'cause I was in between  as I said with on efoot in loneliness  you hide here in me