Yeah people stop and stare  Through stale smoke air  The fireworks blare  She asks me    So then I came clean  And killed the dream  Finale seen  So quickly    The fake smiles made it seem sadder  Perceptions all torn and tattered and now    Find myself walking by  Tabor park - one spring night  It's where our future died  And these same portland lights  Will help me find my way  Past wet blurred street signs  Some lawn at day I'll lay  And pass out clutching cheap red wine    I think I spent the greater part of tonight  Just waiting for you  On the chance that I'd meet up with the girl  I never outgrew    But now with shit to show  It's kinda hard to let you go  Kick this dust off my clothes  Spit the dust out my mouth  Make my way downtown    Waking up to city sounds  I'll take one last look around  And if the streets are empty then I'll  Let the raindrops wipe me clean of you