I was living like if there was no tomorrow  The truth became unmistacably clear  I was losing myself to the hard drug demon  And i didn't know, wether i'd the strength to go on    I'm not going to sit around waiting to die  I've got so much living to do  I'll go for another try  You gave me another chance to fit  And i'm going to make the most of it  In my last ditch    Cause of my fucking bad drug habit  I was fighting with stranger i just met on the street  It really bring out the beast in me  You were shocked by me carrying on like this    You were there arging me to fight  As hard as i could to get the major chance in my life  Fearing for the worst to happen  I was at my weakness  I should have taken better care of myself