I'm sitting here alone  Remembrance is my wife instead of you  Remembrance is the mirror of my soul  I'm suffering here in the dark    Solitude leads me to insanity  Anguish is a long forgotten friend of mine    Lost love is a reason to cry for  And there is nothing  Nothing what allays the pain  Inside of my heart  The stabbing pain covers my lonely soul    I remember all the days we had  And nothing still remains of you  You have become a memory  And a memory is nothing to live for  Time doesn't heal my wounds  My future - equal to a broken dream     It is time to realize the bitter truth  It is time to realize the blame is on me  I see my future as a deep black hole  I see a black candle burning for me    I stand in front of an abyss   And watch my life go by  My time has come   To realize the sad and bitter truth    I drown in a sea of sorrow  Feel the fear about tomorrow    Now I lost my love and my soul  Is obsessed by dreams   And there is nothing  What allays the pain  Is there really no deliverance for me    Or should I suffer for my sins eternally?