From the album "What The Mind Perceives"   The cold chill of guilt runs through me again  Bowing to you, saying my prayers  All for you to not be there     Torn into what's been force fed to me  And what my mind perceives  Waiting for me to accept your word   Into my life and repent  Where were you, god?     No longer, a threat of mine  It's all what the mind perceives     These scars of failure were once a desperate cry  Proving to me, that there is no hope beyond the sky     Every time i need your guide  Your back is always turned to me  I choose to believe in fact  Not fiction forced upon me  Where were you, god?     No longer, a threat of mine  It's all what the mind perceives     Your helping hand was called again  And once again i'm left alone  The hate that fills my head with doubt  Is the hate that fuels my disbelief     In spite of my dreams, i can't believe  In spite of my dreams, you were not there  In spite of my dreams, i can't believe  In spite of my dreams, you are not real,     My god is dead, beliefs have been  Ripped from my chest  Hate me, hate you,   My mind is set, you are not real  I must forget, i have been deceived,     Lie to me, make me believe, i can not see,   Past these false hopes and all these fallacies     No longer, a threat of mine  It's all what the mind perceives