Stare down the barrel of the corrugated steel  Tricked by the bottle, can't remember what it real  Torched by the infidels who blasphemies the rules  Swords of the army, dig deeper in my wounds, yeah    Taught by the mother, keep your faith, you shall receive  Stripped by the father, stole away what you believed  Fucked by the day by day, a virus in your soul  Paint by numbers, you never get control    Eternal nowhere is my home, life feels like a living hell for me  Can't seem to separate what's real, as I feel like dying    I'm abandoned, all alone in this world  But I'm still standing, I'm no stranger to the pain  I'm abandoned, the celebration will end  It's empty and cold, when you're abandoned    Run from the image, caught me glaring into space  Tricked by the pressure, I'm still trying to embrace  Fooled by the promises of the young and the old  Ruled by endangerment, the stories will unfold    Eternal nowhere is my home, life feels like a living hell for me  Can't seem to separate what's real, as I feel like dying    I'm abandoned, all alone in this world  But I'm still standing, I'm no stranger to the pain  I'm abandoned, the celebration will end  It's empty and cold, I'm losing control  Attacking your soul when you're abandoned    What is love, it never knew me  Where is love, it ravels through me    A rolling stone gathers moss at it leaves a mark on your soul  Feel the pain in the back of the front as you're losing control  Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it  Lord why have you abandoned me?   Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it    Eternal nowhere is my home, life feels like a living hell for me  Can't seem to separate what's real, as I feel like dying    I'm abandoned, I'm alone in this world  But I'm still standing, I'm no stranger to the pain  I'm abandoned, the celebration will end  It's empty and cold, I'm losing control  Attacking your soul when you're abandoned    Lord why have you abandoned me?   Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it  Think about it, live without it