before my infant eyes, our universe opens up wide  pre-destined lifeline, administrates me from cradle to grave    peak of innocence, adolescence my fall from grace  ejected conscience nowadays in depression i dwell    aged, insolated in my realm solicitude is other world  prejudice rejection drains me from soulmatter  that is life so i'm numb an empty void unfulfilled    [karri]  i want to taste life as it is  but with death i'm so far fed  so understand my bitterness  'cause i don't want eternal rest  the threads upon the loom of life  defiled now envenoming us  i crave for something that is pure  but just to reach that is unsure    [mikki]  blackened minds remain  compasion is denied  heads bow down in shame  even loved one's we decieved  restrained... drained    my misery remains  outer world i denied  depressions i gained  disgraced in my hastew  ashamed... deranged  before my dying eyes your universe closes me out  predestined lifelines mine is cut i rest inpeace...    Thanks to Jose Rivera for sending this lyrics.