I'm running in circles, cycles I can't break  I've come to accept failure as my only fate  Sometimes I think I'm just as fake  As everything, everything I hate  I keep saying happiness is around the bend  But I'm kidding myself because the darkness never ends  No hope for light, no end in sight  Don't fucking tell me everything is okay    The only thing that gets me though the day  Is the belief that tomorrow something might change  But no, each day is always the same  The bullshit never goes away  I'm looking for something, something more  Than this mind numbing bore  I'm looking for something, something more  Than this day to day war    My hopes and dreams are all paper thin  But I refuse to let this bullshit win  I can't give in, I can't give in  I won't give in, I won't fucking give in