Internal descent down every ladder in existence  lie naked with the dragon-no interest in resistance  to give myself vision where I was blind  I trip the trigger and detonate my mind    Fragmented memories and kaleidoscopic visions  reality is mutable and open to revision  seek the supersonic become one with all  immerse myself in the ocean of my soul    Gather the shattered remains of thoughts  thought mattered  redefine my world  debris is scattered, a fleeting glimse of the hereafter  liberates any soul    Lost in myself, alone I stand  searching for a death of moments  divine and mundane reconciled. I live    The world realigns and begins to take form  breathless and weak yet alive, reborn  experiment or experience? Rejoice or regret?  Only one way to know as I take my first steps