I want one thousand words  Instead of this one lousy picture  Of you looking angry  And me looking bored  I wanna drink my anger down   With a hot salt water chaser  To remind myself of every night   I waited for your two line emails.    And you're sorry for nothing,  Not for leaving me behind.  And your letters and your photographs  Won't bring back the year I lost   To you.    I want one thousand words  As long as one of them is sorry.  If it's more than that  You know I'll be impressed.  I want my photo albums back  And all the images I've given you  Because the one left in my head   Is of blood spilled on the icy pavement.    And you're sorry for nothing,  And not for leaving me behind.  And your letters and your photographs  Won't bring back the year I lost   To you.    And I'm sorry for everything,  And for everything that I wanted.  And this letter and my stupid photographs  Won't bring back the year I lost  To you.    I want one apology  That's the least that I'll accept from you  That's the most I'll ever think of you again.