my head is tied in knots  I'm trying to be something I'm not  I'm fooling myself which way to go  my true feelings I don't know  banging my head against a wall  backing myself into a corner  close my eyes and make a wish  cross (stab) my heart and hope to die!!  my mind is going a million miles   per hour head first into an empty pool  slit my wrist and drain my blood  end my life I feel no love.