i don't know where i should begin   my scars have overrun my skin   frustrations taken all my patience   exposing everything inside      the more time that i spend alone is   the more time that i hate myself   it's one thing not to finish in the first place   another thing not to finish at all   i cant stand here & listen to bullshit   and everything you own   cant stand cos i live alone      watching shadows fall    i don't know where i fell apart   it wasn't always like this from the start   frustrations taken all my patience   i feel the walls closing again    each day, i try to find another way   my brains a gun without bullets   so sad, i cant replace the drive i had   with my own blood      i don't know where i should begin   my scars have overrun my skin   leaches on to everything inside   i search for a darker place to hide      right now i've lost complete control   frustration stole my dedication   rip my solid state apart   each day, i try to find another way   my brains a gun without bullets   so sad, i cant replace the drive i had   with my own blood      my brain's a gun   my brains are gone   my brain's a gun   my brains are gone