Where were you yesterday, today  I'll be face down tonight  Reminising with empty containers  That might have some refills left    Lost again, and I'm tired of trying  To be a part of something that's not there  Invitations are spoken freely  Still my kind isn't welcomed in    I'm on the outside watching...    I'd hate to end it all so quickly  Some things that never began  We spent so many days alive  And yet we still haven't lived    I want something real for me  Somethings that will never go  I want a fucken guarentee  A live that I don't deserve