Physical shutdown through emotional letdown  Destinedto search through the ruins of jealousy  For some kind of reasoning in love  possessiveness stabs me  Like a knife from my very own hand  These emotions runriot  In my only comprehension of love    I want to enter the very heart of you  Like the air that sustains your body  But my eyes just fill with ice  As I lose control in my attemps to keep you near to me  I bewilder you with my words and actions  I bar my own windows  Look my own doors  And it's forcing you away all the time    Like a scar from ear to ear  This jealousy is slowly chocking us both to death    You can give all your love in matter of moments  But jealousy will bind all our expectations  Into a web of fear  It runs through my veins  A thunderous stream of murderous thoughts  Burning fire through the blood    Words leave an after taste  And after words so will you .