Of late, it's harder just to go outside  To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive  Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay  Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off    I watch the stars as they fall from the sky  I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying  I feel the fallen stars encircle me, now as they cry    Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes  Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized  Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay  All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah    I watch the stars as they fall from the sky  I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying  I feel the fallen stars encircle me, now as they cry    It won't be all right despite what they say  Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate  And I disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real  And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate