Well now I'm in control  I'm grabbing a hold of everything  If it's too much to carry  I hope I don't bury myself  And this room, this room is too cold  These words get so old  But they're all that I have  You're watching each one  And I have begun to be someone else  And it's not what I wanted  But that's what I needed    When I was high I was still low  You said you were sure but you didn't know  And I won't play your games    You might say that I lost it all  Well I take the blame, it's all my fault  And it's too late to lock up the gate  These words got out  And it's time, time to move on  And all my old friends I know they're gone  Cause I made a choice, of wasting my voice  They can't hear me now  It's not what I wanted  But that's what I needed    When I was high I was still low  You said you were sure but you didn't know  And I won't play your games  When I was up, you'd pull me down  You thought that you could just spin me around  With a move of your hand. you'd make me land  Some place New    And now it's my turn to move  And everything's spinning around  I've got too much to lose    When I was high I was still low  You said you were sure but you didn't know  And I won't play, play your games  When I was up, you'd pull me down  You thought that you could just spin me around  With the move of your hand, you'd make me land  Some Place New