I can't believe that my life has come to this rotting phase  I can't believe that my life has been infected  Once again I've fallen to   Another one of your lies     The dark clouds of my days are over my head  No matter how hard i try i couldn't get out of here  My life has been spellbound by only temptations and tears  I've been running hard to escape this pain  Coz i've been infected    I long to get out of this despair of mine  But the demons living in me never let me retrieve  The sun of my life has set away  Now all thou can see is my forlorn soul  Since i've been infected    Never did i get thy forewarn harm  It headed straight towards my soul  Alone and cold, no hope in my sight  Only grim world pushing me behind  My sunken mind, dazed and blind  Saw only thy lie, that fool was me    As i watch my doom in your eyes  I will nod my head and you will just say die  I forsake thy thought and thy god  Sin is you and that is all i know  Trust in you was my biggest mistake  Like creature of extreme disgust  I am that fading scream that died at last