Waiting for something to start   i never thought life could tear me apart this way   it's just a phase that i'm going through   i've done it all and it's all that i can do   you say you could save the world for me   i knew i'd ruin it all too easy   so easy, can't please me   don't leave me here alone   just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me   and im waking to this amazing end   if it's the only way i see   you can say it's just a broken dream   you can pretend you know how much it means   to fight for something and lose it all   to realize that you're up against a wall   tell me what i need to hear my dear   i'll be alright and everything will begin to clear   at least it can't get any worse   if i could fight long enough i could break this   but again i slip and fall   losing what i can't replace   i can't answer when you call   if only just to say some things   i don't know what i was doing before   but i just can't take this bullshit anymore   someone's keeping score   just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me   and im waking to this amazing end   if its the only way i see   just let me start again 'cause it feels like a nightmare to me   and im waking to this amazing end   if it's the only i see