Fear and pain - Pain and fear  There's nothing else I feel...    Why? Daddy why? You used to tell me  How much you loved me  You used to stroke my hair and cheeks  We used to laugh and play together... and now...  Why? Daddy why? Daddy why?    Perversity, deviation  Sadism and sexual aggression  A poor child's soul is desolate  In the utmost corner of mind    Childish trust and innocence recklessly trodden in dust  The most brutal and sadistic display of parental feelings    Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness  Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence  My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return  Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh    Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me!  I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!"    Daddy, daddy, it's me! It's me!  I'm afraid of you. It hurts. Please, oh please stop!    Why? Daddy why? Daddy why? You used to say  You loved me  You used to stroke my hair and cheeks  We used to laugh and play together... and now...  Why? Daddy why? Daddy why?    Distrust, frustration - Fear and numbness  Every sign of affection - A bribe for my silence  My joy has disappeared forever - In fear of his return  Memories hurt - as a knife - sinking into flesh