The soul lives on beyond this life will you ascend into the light  Or be consumed by nothingness  Or cast into the black  For as above is so below and only one will take your soul    I've been to the grave  I've seen my life end  Of my own free will  Death by my own hand my blood has been shed    My soul has been damned  My spirit condemned  My sin I repent    With broken heart and broken mind  I took my life before it's time  For one must die to rest in peace  I tried to put my mind at ease  I never thought my suffering would last for all eternity    The soul lives on beyond this life will you ascend into the light  Or be consumed by nothingness  Or feel the flames of hell fire    I've traveled afar to the ends of the earth  I watch from afar, in shadows I lurk    For every death, a life is born  A soul is sent, a soul returns  My life on earth a living hell  A pain I know too much, too well    My mortal soul is in despair  A punishment I cannot bear  Forsaken by God, exiled to the land of lost souls  Into the unknown, tortured spirit in limbo, I roam    Almighty God! All merciful, please hear my cry  He listens not, my plea for forgiveness denied  Thou hast been given life  Thou shalt not taketh away!    My absence of faith  My wings will not fly  My soul will not rest    A paradise awaits the saved the promise kept to thee of faith  Lived by the word, receive the son  Thy kingdom come, thy will be done  Deliverance, divine wings of rapture rejoice    The angels fly to the light  They're guided by voice  I'm left behind in anguish  I mourn my own death    Forevermore,  Unborn dying again  And again, dying again, dying for eternal life