Once again I said my goodbyes  To those who I love most  My heart feels that familiar pain  As I long for home  'Cause this road is hard  When I feel so far    God I'm crying out tonight  'Cause I've given You my life  But I'm tired and I'm missing what's behind  So once more here's my life    On the day that You called my name   All that I knew changed  I found when I said yes that I'd never be the same  Though the call is hard   You are worth it all    God I'm crying out tonight   'Cause I've given You my life  But I'm tired and I'm missing what's behind  So once more    Even when the tears are falling  When I find I fear the calling  You remind me  Words You've spoken over my life  Promises I've yet to see  You comfort me    God I'm crying out tonight  'Cause I've given You my life  But I'm tired and I'm missing what's behind  So once more, here's my life